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So i thought of joining a coven but I cant seem to find a coven that suits me well all the ones I looked at currently I'm a light worker(the thought of 'dark' magick makes me sick) and I want to learn about being a physicic and unlocking physicic abilities, I would like to try to learn to astral project(tried countless times with preperations and failed misserably), I would like to start learning about healing magic so I can heal others seeing as to how bassically everyone in my family has an illness of some sort, and I would like to learn about herbology and how to use herbs to heal people and for magickal usses as well