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Hey all, Am Shakir and am now to all the wiccan stuff but i wanted to know if i can become a wiccan without meditation because every i try it theres this voice in my head that talks to me and its very hard to think when theres a voice talking to u and also like a year or two ago a witch told me that she read her cards one morning and it said that am a witch but we stopped talking so i dont know now also am Spiritual Baptist so Wiccan and stuff does not really bug me at all,truth is i like these stuff they keep me interesting but what do i do for the problem and stuff??