Hi, I'm new to magic. I really want to believe in it, but it's hard to...I feel like I need proof (which is silly, cuz magic is real or I wouldn't be here). I just want to believe in magic so I can make my life better for me and my mom. Could anyone help me with this? Or is it all up to me and how I feel about it?
What ShadowBonder said :) Like creating great music, magic takes practice. Choose something small, like a chant, and keep working at it. Keep track of your efforts in a journal if you're not already doing that :)
One of my earliest spells was a short song one line long that I sung when I was waiting for the bus in the winter. Magic? HA! At first , my efforts were spotty. I mean, I couldn't 'make' a bus appear in under 10 minutes, right? Now I sing it when I feel my spidey sense tingling and the bus comes, often within five minutes.
Don't push yourself too hard too fast. Keep trying. One day you'll find yourself going 'ZOMG! Dat was ME?' LOL