I summoned a demon using a spell in the spells section of the page 3 years ago when I was only 12 years old. The only demon I knew by name was a demon that was referred to as a banshee in greek mythology; Nightmare. She is known to haunt dreams and even suffocate you in your sleep.
Being 12, I was very scared. My heart raced so much. I held out my hands and as I was summoning her my hands started tingling. All of a sudden my hands were burning. Almost like touching a light socket but constant. I was so scared that I started saying some verses that I learned from Catholic religions. All of a sudden the burning stopped but my hands were dark red and throbbing.
Threw the 3 years I have become more the wiser and have a whole library of documents, spells, theories, etc. Yet I am still new to summoning, and no matter what I summon I feel traumatized. Even if its an angel I still get scared.
1. Did I summon a demon?
2. What did I do wrong if I did/didn't?
3. Why can't I summon anything ever since then? Is it trauma or a curse?
4. If a demon touched my hands what was it doing (besides burning them)?