So, I bought a pendulum from web, a clear quartz one. I really love this I feel like we're friends. But I have some serious problems and I don't know what to do. Here are my problems:
First of all, I don't feel it's vibration in no way. I cleansed it by putting it into water and cooking salt. But I did it only for five minuted because I didn't know if it would be damaged or not. I was reccomended also. I wasn't sure if it got cleansed but as I said I didn't hold it more there with the fear of it's damage.. Then after some time, I put it out in the fool moon. But the problem is that the direct viw of the full moon to crystal was less than 20 minutes.
Today this morning I put it in direct view with the sun for about 2 hours. It was exaclty when the sun rose up. Then when I touched it, I felt nothing.. And again I was afraid of letting it more because of it's destruction but I'm sure if it is that sensitive to sun. How many hoirs about do clear quartz can be in the sun?? But the problem is that when I touch this, I don't feel nothing, I feel like it was yesterday when it came..I don't feel amy change of possitive energy.
Secondly, I want to communicate most of the times with the real clear quartz and not with my subconsious. How will I understand in which of both I communicate? Because today I've test it. I was to show me a yes a d a no but I was waiting and it didn't move. I was patient and suddendly it moved. I said also that I wanted to be friends etc I was talking to the quartz. I asked "could you please show me a yes?" And it done a not clock-wise motion. Then I asked to show me no and it did a clockwise motion. After sometime, I asked it to show me yes and it did a clock wise motion. Then I've asked it to show me no, and it did and not clock-wise motion! I thanked it a lot. And then I asked to show me maybe it was moving from left to right-a d from right to left. Then, I thought to check my subconsious. So I said again to show me a yes and I was thinking the not clock-wise motion. I thought it happening. And it did! So then I thought to show me no and I was thinking the clock-wise one and it went there. So then I've understood that the ideomotor effect was happening.. That's a major problem to me because-ok communication with your subconsious can be usefull-but this period I want only to communicate with my real clear quartz pendulum and not my subconsious.
I also asked to connect to my higher self..
Furthermore I have a chakra problem with it. I chekced it on my brother. I said "could you please check this larticular cakra of my brother?". In the crown chaka it didn't moved at all. In the third eye it moved a little but anti-clockwise. Ag the throat it didn't moved at all. At the heart chakra a little clock wise. At the third one I think a little clockwise. But I couldn't check the first/last two for some reason. Now how will I understand if it was ly subconsious or the real chakra check? I also asked from the pendulum to balance the third eye of my brother. Before I did-while the pendulum was there, it was moving unti-clockwise but not in a huge cirlce. When I said to balance it, it was still moving on anti-clockwise circle. Then I tried to check it on my third eye, and it was doing a really small circle unti-clock wise. But how will I understand if I wasn't moving it? According to a really good electronic test about chakras (I think it's preety popular here), my third eye was showed as "6%". Since is that underactive shouldn't it do a big circle unti-clockwise??
That all happened today, sorry if it was too long. I hope you answer. :)