I'm an eclectic pagan, and I often find myself wondering what happened. When I was younger, I used to walk through the woods that I used to live by. Several times, I actually found an altar with a blank book on it, and it was shrouded in golden light. I would often see orbs floating around, and I believe these were faeries. Now that I'm older, I visit home a lot and I walk these woods. I walk to the same hill that I discovered this altar, but it's no longer there. My question is this : has the magic escaped me and I am unable to see this special place, or could I possibly just have dreamed this place up? And what could the empty book have meant?
If I had dreamed of this magical place, is there a way I can get back there? The hill exists. From time to time, I DO see an occasional fairy, yet the mysterious altar escapes me. Any and all help would be appreciated, as would any explanation or theory. Thank you.