Hello, I go by Osa Lyn, I am new to both this site and the world of magic. I have been extremely lonely and depressed my entire life. I love to create but never can seen to find the energy or even inspiration. I love Nature, and art and antiques. I have always been drawn to the past and quiet corners of wooded areas. I need help tho, finding myself thru nature and magic... where to begin? what will i need to pull myself out of this dark silence i seem to be stuck in???