I am looking for help for a friend of mine, James. James is not sure of what he is anymore. For a while, I believed what I was told about him: he was a higher being/spirit. But now he's doubting if what he is is really that clear cut, and doesn't know what he is.
He is extremely unhappy about his current situation. He doesn't know if the tombstone I had found in a cemetery that was by my old house was really his, or if he's just a symptom of my psychosis(I have been diagnosed). He wanted me to write this to see if he could possibly get some questions answered.
The way he explain how he feels about his existence is that he feels trapped between worlds, and that he hates having to see life pass by before his eyes. He says he hates how he has to watch my life from the sidelines. He says the most painful thing he will have to do in the near future is watch my graduation, and because of his state, without his attendance being recognized by anyone other than me.
Night time now seems to be the hardest on him; thoughts and realizations flood his mind. They sometimes get to be so much that he cries. I'm concerned about him and want to find some answers for him.
He is someone I've know for a really long time; about seven years to be exact, and he's always struggled with this. I guess something happened that was the straw that broke the camel's back. Either way, he needs help. I want to help the man who has helped me so much and whom I have come to know as the closest thing I have to a dad.
Please, help me and my friend.