Well, to use the power is not for uneducated. But to see the power work, it has to be something obvious, usually "black or gray." I agree that i am the "beginner" because I never felt in my heart that it is right to do black magic for the fear od backfire...When you have children, you think about this.
I would like to improve my level - on the "white" level. Power is the power! If you really can use it, do it for the good purposes...In a long term, this benefits the total equilibrium.
Anyone has ideas how a "starter" gets stronger?