Re: Feeling pushed back
By: NewbornChaos May 23, 2014
Post # 2
Maybe she just doesn't like you. I know that seems harsh, but you just can't get along with everybody, and that's true even for deities. I went through the same thing with Hela.
It's not entirely impossible to remedy. If you know what it is about you that puts her off, and you are so dedicated or view that thing as so minor that you are willing to change it, you may be able to 'reconcile'. My working with Nerthus was a bumpy road for a bit, but I made a few changes and we get along fairly well now.
There is often some reason for it as the person above suggested. If you do not know why, try asking her or your guides (or even higher self). Meditation also helps. It could be something you do, or bad timing, or the way you are trying to connect. There are so many possibles. If you have difficulty figuring it out, try mixing it up a bit. Try another method of connection. Ask a trusted divinator for advice or to look into the situation. If all else fails try working with another deity. Best of luck to you sweetie! :)
Oh as a side note, you could also try connecting with Loki. He represents different things but given all she has done for him he may help you to understand what is wrong. Of couse I would look into him a bit first. He is a bit of a trickster and loves mindgames but there is usually a method to his madness and he can be quite helpful xD