I was doing the spell where you put a needles in the wick of the candle and say the spell. While the candle was burning the wax on one side of the candle formed a heart. The wax was in the shape of a heart and the middle of the heart was hollow. Does anyone know what this means?
I can only assume that this was the hole in your heart. This was your ritual, your spell. It was charged with your energy. Forgive the suggestion, but have you tried to actually communicate with him? We all need closure and answers in order to move on. Whatever the case may be, I hope all bodes well for you in the end.