Well since you asked. No. Unless you want to be unsuccessful. If you dont beleive in your intent how do you expect to concentrate that into manifestation? Because you beleive you deserve it? From what ive read of your other post i would think not. But hey, if you dont beleive me then go ahead. Obviously your will was stonger and more just then i had imagined. You asked lol.
Hi and welcome to SOM, here are some starter links to assist you:
Before you do anything like a spell or a ritual in witchcraft you must know how magick work and what is magick
Also I suggest that you have a look at these books
Wicca: A Guide for the Solitary Practitioner by Scott Cunnigham
Living Wicca: A Further Guide for the Solitary Practitioner by Scott Cunnigham
The Truth About Witchcraft by Scott Cunnigham
Divination For Beginners by Scott Cunnigham