SO as someone who has never played baseball before and has no idea what bases are, which direction to run, or how to hold the bat, you want to play in the world series?
Please do not feel like I am attacking you in any way. I make this same statement to most of the newbies because it gets the general point across.
Before you can start doing spells, you have to know what the spells are doing. You need to have a basic understanding of meditation, energy work, and whatever else you would use in your personal spells. Once you get the basics down, the spells will come to you.
If you would like more information on the basics, I would suggest Newbie Central on this site.
If you are interested in getting some books, I would suggest 'Scott Cunningham's Book of Shadows' and 'The Inner Temple of Witchcraft' by Christopher Penczak.
All that being said, welcome to SoM and we would be glad to help you with any questions you may have about the basics.