Since I was young in my early teen years I have always had a pull or a feel for the outdoors. My parents never agreed to me dedicating myself to wicca because they were raised to not look down on it but to not be associated with this religion/practice. Now that I am older and out of the house I started reading about wicca and wanting to dedicate myself to the practice.
I have been having some trouble with a dedication ritual. Since I have joined this site, I have read over twenty books about dedicating yourself to wicca and learning about your deity before you become dedicated. Most of the books have a dedication ritual that the author liked and I do not feel any type of emotion or energy pulling me towards a specific ritual. Is this norrmal? Is my body telling me that I am not ready to become dedicated? Can someone give me some advice please.