The best advice is to NOT look at tv and movies as a learning guise. Those are for entertainment only. Learn the real way how magick works. Learn basics so you know how it works. Then you will be more successful at what you are doing. PLEASE learn the right info, NOT from the movies nor tv. Blessed Be...
OMG i don't believe or hope that i will shoot light from my hands i know this damn basics already!!!!And i need help....because i can't attack-focusing negativity on people who deserve it!I know that it's impossible to attack person with fire or storm but i know that real wizard's energy can make person's organs pain......but i can't do it all i can now is healing.....I heal nicely so help someone.........
Hikari, curses and the like are complex and when you use them you risk payback from the universe. If you feel like someone's attaching you and you want to protect yourself that's different. Try a return to sender spell to return anything negative to the person that sent it or a mirror box spell. You could also defend yourself by making a witches bottle.
Like the other said above its not like a fire ball etc... it will take practise, but dont do it too much because it can tire you out by wasting all of your energy, Practise like 2 mins, then build up the time once your more experienced.
Your intent was right. Perhaps you need to learn how to manipulate the energy in a way that would cause harm. You life Energy naturaly heals, you would have to do something different to cause harm, maybe visualize the energy as black
If you are truly intent on attacking people... Well, a lovely book put it best:
"when people ask me why a witch would carry a shotgun, I tell them, yeah while there may be ways to fight with magic, it's much simpler in the heat of battle to pull a trigger."
In other words... The more conventional attacks may be the easiest and most reliable... I'm not telling you to go shoot people, (granted only because of potential legal reasons) but be realistic here.
If you want protection against enemies, carry a gun. If you want to hurt your enemies, without anybody knowing that it is you, then energy work such as what you are attempting would be the way to go
