I used to live confident that the Universe will provide and that I am attracting good things by being true to myself. Even when I had nothing I never panicked, I would just put it out there and by the end of the day, my needs would have been met. Because I do community work, mediation and training, I never lived an ostentatious life, but had the things that was most important to me, respect, support and good will.
After a bad spell where I made one bad decision after the other, I started attracting spite, envy, jealousy and even hate.
This was a bad cycle that I thought would never end. Today for the first time, after having gone back to my old lifestyle of meditation, communing with nature and the universe, and finding peace within myself, I felt like my environment is responding to me in the way it used to; in the way that I want it to.
Now that I've unpacked it, it sounds a bit crazy...