Why won't you develop this to a logical sense, and try tapping into natural - elemental energies as you can spiritually do? That is close enough to your eagerness, delightedly.
You can use nature energies since natural beings always obtain positive and helpful energy you can work with. Elemental magic may is in a huge association with this as well.
Nature happens to be full of natural energies based on the most basic elements, working with you energies while including elemental work in this is something that can be done and it will assist you to channel the energies you may find in nature.
And example that currently comes to me head which is close to fire elemental work, is channeling energy from the sun. for example. The sun is a very strong embodiment of the fire element, while you can tap into the energy by channeling the energy by different methods that always include energy work.
Typically, different meditation techniques, energy manipulation and channeling does the work.
I recommend typing in the searching bar "Elemental magic" and you'll keep on from there.