what happens when you bottle up emotions? it tears you up inside. you become agitated and unstable: emotional, bipolar, possibly even sociopathic. i think i know why. now most of you may already know this. but emotion can generate energy, and when you bottle up that energy you become a ticking time bomb. now its obvious that this is energy,but why does holding in emotions make it harder for you to use energy. i think that the answer is simple. when you bottle up emotions, you costantly think about it right? this bottling up, causes you to lose focus. you begin to feel wierd. for me, the most i feel is regret. what if's, and why not. i guess thats the downside of being a teen. but if you can maintain your focus, and use these feelings...i don't know. all i know is that all this energy i feel is boiling up inside of me and i have no way to let it out. but for some reason every emotional thing that happens to me becomes a mental scar. that makes me the biggest bitch! how do i let everyhting get to me. like eveb the good things end up being bad. the curse of having a great memory plus being anylitical i guess. i got off topic sorry. but this passage was about emotional magic, sort of.