I have been studing many different topics since I was 16. Recently I found my patron Goddess Hecate. After years of lack luster results, one day I finaly just called out "if there are any gods out there prove it to me and you will have a follower". In hind site not the smartest thing to do, but it worked. That night a good friend of mine (who is the closest thing to a high priest of Hecate in my area)and I shared a dream of her. I know it was her because i told him what she looked like and he was a little shocked because he had never told anyone what she looked like when she comes to him. Since then I have been her follower.
One of my many questions is how much do perscription drugs interfere with spell work and dream communication. I have had some rather difficult medical problems since last November. I have been on heavy narcotic painkillers since then. Im startign to feel like Im being heard, but i have gone deaf spiritualy. Could this be because of the drugs or could it be something Im missing? any help would be greatly appriciated.