Help on my quest?

You are already immortal by soul .Who wants to wear forever worn out flesh suit ?Because there is no way you can stop the ageing of your body as long as you are made out of living cells and breath oxygen .Two things that allow the life itself .So to be alive you need to be constructed by cells and to breath of course .What has been born will always die .Only soul continue on its journey .

If i am cursed to forever repeat the process of new flesh is there such a spell to make all my next lives have my memories? I either need that or immortality

Unfortunately for you during the process of incarnation your memories get to be surpressed in such a level that it is almost impossible to access them fully .Some people menage to resque few of the most important memories and that is all that can be saved .And there is a god reason for that .We can start everything clear without dragging old emotional luggage .