That's not odd at all Lucid. You may wish to look into Taoism. Google "what is Tao". It's perfectly fine to believe in a source of life, show honor and respect, but accept that we are ignorant to who/what it truly is. =)
With most pagan beliefs, it is still one source, but has a male and female aspect. The Catholic godhead of father, son, and spirit was originally a pagan idea...splitting a single entity into various personalities/forms to fully explain its multifaceted existence. We cannot fully fathom our creator but we sure do try! Since it is such a complex being we can only compare it to what we know and understand within our world. This is merely a way for us to try to feel closer to it, by being able to relate. Taoism just says, hey, we don't know and that's ok! Let's chant and be at peace! ...well, maybe not exactly. The philosophy is more like that than the later created religion.