hi fellow od members i'm ced. it's been a while since i made an account here and it's kind of took me to post something. for one is because i'm using a phone and a slow net access that hampers to really skim throung the site. for another is i don't really know what to write since i don't really have the kind of gift that most people here have.
i don't really know spells or something like that. i don't even know about the history of magic like this, i'm a roman catholic so apparently i'm no pagan or anything like that. but one thing's for sure, i believe of this out of the ordinary stuff.
one of the reasons i came to search for this kind of site is because i know that there is something wrong about me. wrong, because there are lot of ironies that's been happening to me in the past until now. i've been living in an ironic life, full of misfortunes and mishaps. i don't know if i was just born for this shit or maybe i'm cursed, and i want to know the reason why such things are happening to me.
i always didn't get anything that i want though i know that it happens to everybody but there is something different about it. i don't know what is it but i believe that someday, i'll be able to find the answer. and i want to seek it this way and i know that u know what i mean.