Do you mean like a tarot reading or what?
Readings are better done in person than online, some arent capable of getting good reads in such distances.
And firstly if you have lost you path/way you should try to figure out what has caused this and why, and secondly your anger may be due to you losing your faith. You need to go on a self journey to better understand why this has happened, and even think about how strong your faith was in the first place. I am sorry that this has happened to you.
Often during times of spiritual awakening we loose ourselves and no longer feel a sense of belonging.
This also includes a loss of faith or a change in ones religious preferences. Anger will also arise,anxiety, depression, confusion,insomnia,fear,needing more sleep, eating habits etc.
This is all quite normal during the opening of the chakras and your kundalini activating through them. Try to be mindful of your thoughts and emotions not letting them overcome you. Acknowledge your feelings but do not dwell on them too long. When you are feeling angry try breathing deeply and centering yourself.