If you do a quick search for tarot reading shops near you locally you should find one within at least a 30 minute radius. At worst, an hour away but for you it appears it is worth it. Be warned, people will do a lot of things for money so make sure the reader is genuine.
You could always learn the concept yourself and buy a torot deck for your own sake. In this, you will learn for yourself and benefit your life in this hard time. Its a win-win situation.