Hello: I would strongly recommend you learn thebasics,if you have not done so. They will build the foundation to let you control and cast spells, But as stated previously what do you want to prove,that you are a witch or different than every body else? Witches are not in it for ego,power trips or any mundane issues. I use my abilities to help those who ask for help in their issues. Please learn the basics and after that cast toyour hearts content as long as it causes no harm.