First I would like to thank everyone here for always showing me such kindness on here Second I have to say I feel so lost and out of touch with the craft I feel like magic is all around me but I can't access/control it like theres a missing piece....i would love a mentor preferably a man but not necessary ... Maybe even a friendship could blossom out of this Im young, 18 and very open to things.Thank you.
your lucky, not everyone is always so kind~ But it is a nice relief to see the nice ones around :D
i felt the same way for almost two years. i was building a connection to everything and it started to fade. i tried so hard to connect to it and i just kept having problems with feeling no connection anymore. i felt a connection to nature (i always have had a very strong connection to earth, nature, trees) its just i was a pagan at that point and i wanted to feel a connection to a god/goddess. that for me was what i was missing and i could not feel a connection to any god or goddess. i felt like i did and soon i lost that connection. i even started to look back into Christianity and i started to attend church again. i felt happy because i finally found that connection, that spark or missing piece that fit into my own personal puzzle. i now consider myself a christian witch and i follow the christian god or trinity.
Anyway, my best advice is to keep looking into your self and everything around you. do some research, go for some nature walks, try meditating or trying new things within the craft. it may take some time or come right away, everyone is different. you need to find that missing piece on your own and look for what it may be. when you find it, you will surely know~
Best of luck,