So when i was growing up i had nightmares about everyone i loved around me dieing and i use to wake up in sweat screaming but now i dont even dream and when i do i dont remember it? What does this mean?
It means that mentally you have grown. When you dream such horrific dreams it is usually a reflection of the subconscious trying to push your fear buttons. Perhaps you are over the paranoia of losing loved ones and have matured mentally in some way or another.