Christianity is a different viewpoint on life, like any religion, you could say. You were raised to think a certain way, it's up to you to decide whether you want to still follow that path or not. Do what your intuition tells you, trust that in the final destination, throughout your journey, you had become enlightened one way or another.
You must question your own beliefs, and find the answers within yourself, for he/she is not you, you are the only one that can change and decide your viewpoint on your existence.
Good luck, and i'd be happy to talk further if you pm me!