@ sarbare8 sorry to hear that.
i'm a firm believer of you never go back, only forward. yes it hurts, and there are a few things i'd like to return, but as i've aged and thought about it, things would have been bad if they stayed. i've had a couple nasty breakups. my last bf went after my good friends girl and they choose to tell me over a text while at work. [she dumped him once she leaned what she'd done mind] long story short, while i was deeply hurt by it, my life has been great without him. we had been together for 3 years as friends and dating for a couple months, the longer i was with him i became more bitter, depressed, and self-conscious than i ever was.
my point, it could be a good thing, it may hurt, and you may want him back, maybe there's something better for you. love spells, to me, you're toying with a persons free will, so you'll never know if they love you, or if it's the spell. i have a few spells i could give you, and some to check if you're meant to be, just remember, 'if you love something, set it free, if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it was never truly yours.' [sappy and strange, but i was always told that.]