My will is sapped

How should I put it my aunt was a mother superior, my uncle a priest, Raised catholic and went on to unity a metaphysical christian church, I found orthodox religion lacking and not for me. I address Goddess with respect and ask for her guidance and love, as I can and do make ceremonial mistakes, I ask for her to give me energy and I've been given this for many years now,I've shown my pagan friend the path and he is surprised at the change in his energy level. Try it you will be surprised, it may take a few attempts but he saw and felt the difference the first time and it is getting stronger.
Blessings and providence:
Rogelio21

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