I am so confused. When I was young, I've always felt something is wrong with me. There are a lot of weird dreams. Weird feeling. Everything is weird. And there is always something pushing me to learn magic. For quite some time, I ignored the feeling. The thoughts. The hunting voices. It's just too much to take. All of a sudden, I found myself searching for something. And here I am. I don't know what to do. I don't have any idea at all. I don't even know if I am crazy or whatever. My friends doesn't take me seriously every time I open this topic. No one listens to me. So please...if you have any idea what is happening to me, please tell me. I don't know if I should learn magic or not. :-(
You're not crazy. You've probably had a past life experience that is subconsciously driving you to (forgive the cliche) fulfill your destiny. Don't worry that your friends don't take magic seriously, lots of us have friends and family that don't know about magic, we're here for you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with learning magic and I see no reason why anyone should be denied the knowledge we share.
thank you for your reply. I've been feeling all alone because of these "things". And, honestly, I don't know how to start learning. It is nice to be here. To find people who also "believe". Do you really think that I am meant to learn these things?
I am new here too. Like you, I have always felt different since young but I have ignored this for quite some time too. Only recently did I started getting weird dreams and a feeling to learn Magick. One day, I just decided to search for something too, and it led me to this site too.
I have read a science-fiction novel before and it said that a Magician will find his/her own way to the school of Magick without even being told about it. I somewhat believe in this, and that is why I am here I guess. The decision to learn Magick is up to you ultimately.
Pleasure to know that someone out there also got here like how I did.