Thank you. I don't really know how to explain it but there are a few things I would like answers to. One, since I was about 5 I have been very sinsitive to people. I was able to look into my cousins eyes and see basically every pain that she had experienced. Now it's getting to the point where I can't control it i look anyone in the eyes and I see more than just there eyes. It's kinda scary at times. But I would like to know how to control that.
Another thing I had happen was about 4 yrs ago. I was in California, due to military, out by the ocean and was just a friend and I. Well there was a male already there, doing what we thought was the same as us, enjoying the night. Well as I sat there something kept telling me that I needed to go talk with him. After about 10 mins of argueing with myself, I decided to go. We all ended up hanging out all night. Well the net morning there was a note left on my car saying, "Thank you for saving a fool from himself".
So basically what I want to learn right now is how to control these gifts, how to focus on them better. I can't seem to meditate or anything my mind keeps going a mile a minute. Also, I have two girls that keep me worn out.