its not easy is it. i am the second eldest out of seven and all my brothers and sisters were able to go out and make freinds with every one and any one. for me that was not easy i felt out of place like i didnot belong. i have always seen spirits and that has happen for centries in my family all of my family have a story about a gost or spirit they saw at some point in their life but i dont think any one looked into it or decided to develop their skills.
if we mension we saw a spirit we would with out a dout be told to ingnore it it will go away for some reason i felt the need to help them but never had anyone to turn to for advice later in life i notice i was intrested in archangels and white magic not sure why but i feel i belong to the craft of magic. i was told by doctors that i could not have any children as my body was not strong enough to carry full term but with compleat bed rest and a mum that waited on my every need and praying to the heaven abouve and praying to my grandparents asking to let my baby be born, in 1993 i gave birth to a beautiful baby boy i named jesse i thank the heavens abouve every day for my son as after my son was born i ended up having 5 misscarriges to me my son is my mirical baby he is 18 in 5 weeks time and he has dream visions unlike me my son knows he can talk to his mother any time day or night about his visions espialy if they frighten him i have seen my sons visions come true. he even talk to his great grandfathers spirit and they seem to have a verry strong bond between them.