curse or just ill ?

then say what kind of magic are you learning or how it could be that a kind or type of magic is calling your or maybe the way you are learning is not suite for you

well i like the sound of black magick i wanna learn it but havent tried it yet cause you have to be abit more advanced right ?

oh no, not at all every one has to be a beginner at some point it is just the veiw of diffrent people. what you need is will and belife. for a journey of a thousand steps starts with one, just be patient, so to say i belive that what happens to you was you were getting a taste of what you magic is like, you could be a natural born magic worker

is that good or bad ?

haha, What do you feel?

meaning ? ( blonde very slow )

haha, very funny, but how do you feel about it is it somthing you would like or is it waht you fear.

like deffo

Your illness will get better eat your vitamins lol

lol :L