Hello and welcome;
Oh, I get it! You keep dreaming about this and, you wake up about 40 times a night! And, your head hurts when you wake up in the morning! HMMmmmm...., Troubling but, normal..., You see, as dianawm points out "okay well dreams are the subconsious . so its about emotions i believe dreams are past , present...," And, you have been experiencing some stressful events that are extremely frustrating to you in that you have little control. Your mind, "feels ya," dear reader, it wants to console you, to soothe you, like the warm touch of an understanding mother. So, it helps you the only way it can SO FAR, in your dreams. Your mind DEFIANTLY dreams to inspire your confidence by; "i have me walking in street then i see someone just look at them then i used my mind to get what i want from him." You mind is trying to help you but, somehow another part of your thinking (your reasoning mind)believes this is a nightmare, a bad dream. So, you wake up many times during the night and in the morning, due to not enough rested sleep (scientists state 7 to 8 hours), when you finally awaken at your normal time, you are irritable with a headache. Oh, dear reader, how confused you are. Let your mind console you. "Let it be"(as the Beatles once sang in an extremely popular and very moving song).
And for those bad dreams you may otherwise have, buy a Dream-Catcher, about the size of 4 to 8 inches in diameter is sufficient. And where your bed pillow normally is, right above that, on the ceiling, tack it on, dangling down free, about 4 to 8 inches from the ceiling but, away from you.
I have had at one time, terrible nightmares, from my time in the real life mean street Barrios of San Antonio, Texas. I can attest to the Dream-Catcher's efficacy. After I tacked mine onto the ceiling, I never had any kind of bad dream, nightmare, ghostly visitation, negative entity, whatsoever. And my only naive statement at the time was; "I hope this works. I really need for you to work for me, please." Of course, I said this with emotionally charged, dire necessity and sincerity.
Well, that's my take on this. This is my .02c worth of comment from the peanut gallery section.