This all sounds like you got bored and decided to post some made up nonsense to see if anyone would respond.
Spells to be honest are not as great as you make them seem. And being bullied into the dark arts? What do you define as white and black? Magick is, if you want to put labels on it, gray. A person's morals define what they think is white or black.
I think you should study some more so you can grow...or if you're someone just messing around, stop. There are people on this site that actually need the help and want it.