I am new here, i don't know what exactly want from all of this, i just know this is where i seem to want to be, but i happen to get scared essily... but change is easy the past is hard (and habbits are terrible). I seem to be lazy, but i yern to understand, and know, and contain knowledge... not the "school" learn, but the world learn...ok refrais. I want to learn about people, the univers, our spirits, our soul, our everything. I want to reach my full pottential which i hope will be great. I hope it will only require a little push to get me back on my feet, for it is hard for me to fallow through on things, which i don't know why that is, it just seems to be that way. However i will to change that, and encouragement and support will hopefully help me out.