I can see where you're coming from, sorta. Some people just want to be hated. It is an emotional form of acknowledgement. Now... that said, I urge you not to attempt such. We live in a world of hatred. Most Justice performed is brought about for Revenge. And often times forms another link in this Chain of Hatred. Desiring more will only hurt society, as well as yourself. If you want a spell of hate to work, you must be full of hate. Unless you utterly loathe yourself, such as you've just requested will not work.