ok my family dosen't know i do this and i know that they are gonna dissaprove and not let me do it anymore if i tell but if i don't tell they are gonna see me on this website and i will be in more trouble what can i do my family is not realy religious but before i had an account my bro found it in thee wii as a faverate and scolded and lectured me so i know they dissaprove what sould i do this is good for me i mean my focus is improving and i have better temper controll but they won't see that what should i do?
Best you can do is do some research and put information together about the path you wish to travel. Present this information to your family. Tell them this is the path you wish to take and back up your decision with the information you have found. If they still do not approve, best you can do is read everything you can get your hands on until you are at a point where you have your own living quarters and can practice freely.
you could perhaps go to a library that has free internet or use a friends internet? or even get it on your mobile. other than that getting your own place may be the only other option. if your family can't understand now, they prob never will. hope you get what you want. :)
My parents do't aprove of me being on this website either, but they can't do anything about it because they know I believe in the stuff. If anything, just delete the history, take it off your favorites, and just memorize the websit like I do. Parents are some hard shells to crak, don't get discouraged just because they don't understand...they will still love you.