Okay, most of you are going to think i'm crazy but this is my story. I am married and although my husband and I have not always had a great marriage but I wouldn't say at this point that i should leave it for any other reason apart from the fact that i have fallen in love with another man. The other man is deeply in love with me and my feelings of love are very mutual. We want to be together but the thought of sitting my husband down and breaking his heart in to pieces is not something i feel I can do, its hard, we have a 9 year old son together. However I cannot deny that I am totally in love with the other man and so wish to spend the rest of my life with him. We have the real deal. My marriage has always and still does lack, romance, the spark that binds a couple together, we argue at times and do not have a lot in common, you might say we have drifted apart to some extent.
I have been thinking lately that perhaps casting a spell on my husband to either get him to fall out of love with me and want to leave or to get him to fall in love with someone else and want to leave me could be an option but I know nothing about casting spells. Furthermore I have been reading that this is negative energy and not for the goodwill of everyone involved and that it could come back to severly bite me on the ass in the form of lots of badluck and karma. Is that really true? Is it a bad move for me to do a spell of the above effect? I do not want badluck in my life of course and will not do this if it is something i may face further down the track. But if its safe and it will make my husband leave me so that i can be with the man I truly love how would I go about doing this? Help someone, I need some advice urgently.