My life has become extremely chaotic and needs some success and luck. I have difficulty getting components that arent simple and found at large stores (ie walmart) due to parents who arent fans of anything occult or magickal. And something to make/keep me motivated would be useful too. Thanks!
Are your parents of the religius kind? And do you yourself find a 'trouth' in parts or the hole same belif?
If that's the case. You can go 'oculte' trou the religion.
But remember that you then also should pay your respeck to the belif/god and so on. (even if it's not all trou to you) there is a bitt of 'trouth' in moste things. And also 'man made' lie. Or difrent interpitationce.
Just one of many ways to go. It can also be a start. Til you find the way that works for you. (to learn about somthing in a way that's not yours. Might also learn you more about your way) kind of thing:)
Get some Crown of Success oil , and perhaps Abre camino oil too.
But If Your life is t chaotic I suggest some uncrossing and cleansing work before that.
You can get these oils online they are small , and easy to hide and Your parents will never know.
Combine Five finger grass, High John root and some licorice root in red mojo bag to help You get Favors from people and conquer the obstacles in Your way .