My birth name is something i never use towards people or on sites. I use my face name which is Ahote. It means restless one which is because I never sleep. I meditate and I wake. I can't sleep from something clogging my mind every night. I think that's too personal but I'm not just someone who believes in anything. I just choose the path of a druid because of I love plant and animal life. They're both in balance, The deer eats the grass or berries> The mountain lion eats the deer> The mountain lion dies of age or wounds which will be eaten by the worms or ground giving up its minerals> The ground gows plants and the cycle starts over but then humans came along. If I help grow plants and work with the balance then maybe everything can be right and I can hear the earth at peace again... My life story in forum. ^-^ Sorry that it was so long but I kinda thought that you should know my reasons.