Okay, I've gotta keep this short.
Thursday I was reading about hexes, curses, and voodoo, and had a really bad erge to use it on every single person whos bullied me. Normally, I wouldnt even consider it, but this time I actually thought about it a little.
The next mourning, I really wanted to hit my best friend. And hard. I am usually NEVER violent, and hate the thought of hurting someone, but for no reson what so ever, I really wanted to hurt him. Then, in dodge ball @ gym, I felt a strong need to hurl dodge balls at the faces off everyone at the opposing team (this was like 2nd period) but I was REALLY tried. Usually, when I walk, I walk gracefully, and twist and turn a lot when dodging the balls, and avoiding people in grounds. (Ive done this for fun so many times its automatic now), but this time I was clumbsy, and ungraceful.
However at volley ball try outs, I gave myself a Little reiki, and was fine. Even tho I gave my self reiki in the mourning, in the afternoon, I was fine.
Then, that night I sat in my room, and daydreamed about choaking my dog. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!? I realized all the strange happanings, and was like O.o. Am I crazy!?