Thousand apologies but i truly fail to describe any emotion or force.However these emotion..this sight..what i felt and saw is world wide yet rare.It is called ego death and kundalini i think.
I slowly practice.. and achieve these states,emotion and sights with my chaotic magickal experiences.If that was not enough i can try to project into you the energy of these feeling into you or speak of few mine magickal workings i did to achieve that.
Yes it could be nothing.The void of universe..the ever expanding blackness of universe called khaos connect to emptiness of soul.
I have practiced for year or two..much practice is more or less based on crisis situation(there were both magickal and less mundane) as well as lot of soul growth and little aware of that growth.
Well, claiming that there are 47 elements, and not explaining WHY or HOW you came to such a conclusion is ridiculous. You are still young. I hope you remember these conversations when you are older so that you can look back and remember how pompous you sound.
i for one thoroughly enjoyed Nex's posts. sometimes if you stop being so serious, you find the extra concepts and truths hidden in the smaller things in life. a random post like Nex left can help a person look past their own blinkers into the light around them. understaand that nex like myself and Kao work on true Khaos principles... its not always about the words being send, but rather the lesson learned... also just a little vouch for Nex. i know him well, through many lives. and anything he has to say (whether sage or simple) is worth listening to (maybe not taking into your personal beliefs, but at least try to understand the design to his madness) his work always sparks my interest and gets picked over by many until it is nothing more. again, Nex, nice one... may the Fnord be with you.