i may not be on much (or at all) this month, its a really hard time for me and i don't know if i'll even be in the mood to come on.
The loneliest people are the kindest, The saddest people smile the brightest, the most damaged people are the wisest, All because they do not want to see anyone else suffer the way they do-
I am made up of two worlds one in witch I exist to hold every one together and the other where I watch my self constantly fall apart.~k.piper
Don't judge my choices when you don't know my reasons~unknown
Bio: I wasn't going to but some people have brought to my attention that most everyone looks at these and to get into a real coven here I need more. Hope this doesn't change anything.
You can call me DK. I am a 16 year old with a slightly above average intelligence and have found that I Can do a lot of things most of the people around me can't. I am a pretty good swordsman thanks to the help of my amazing teacher, May she rest in peace. I like and do a lot of things so if you wanna know just ask. My religion is complicated. I am sneaky, and love to wear black. I believe I do so because the night, the darkness, is when I am most active. The darkness is when I can get a break from the stupidity and ignorance of this world and actually breath without smelling the stench of all these terrible things people do, and without smelling everyone's blood trails around me driving me even more mad (don't ask you don't wanna know). I have a keen sense of smell and great eyesight even at night. I am sick of the negativity in this world. Instead of telling someone to go kill themselves why don't you go do it to yourself. The disrespectful nature and mistrust of this world just makes it worse. In saying that I am a really nice person and if you want to know something about me just ask. I will not do spells for you I will however point you towards someone or something that can help you if possible.
Aura: black an purple normally by what I know but a lot can't see it that way.... Other than that depends on my mood at the time.
Spirit animal: I believe it's a wolf and panther but I can't be sure as things around me tend to be shifty.
My energy and abilities seems to be blocked to a point. If some one can help me with that I would love it. I barely have enough energy for my pyrokensis which sucks cause I'm a major pyro and I need more play time.
As a child I saw Tarzan almost naked, Cinderella arrived home after midnight, Pinocchio told lies, Aladdin was a thief, Batman drove over 200 miles an hour, Snow White lived in a house with 7 men, Popeye smoked a pipe and had tattoos, Pac Man ran around to digital music while eating pills that enhanced his performance, and Shaggy and Scooby were mystery solving hippies that always had the munchies. The fault is not mine! If you had this childhood and loved it, repost!" My chakras;
Third eye: over-active(75%)
"life is the hardest thing we have to go through as well as the easiest. That's why you're always so tired and happy at the end. Try to live not die, for there are people who like you and want to help you. You just have to find them. But don't try to hard cause then they'll get pushed off away. There's no reward in ending your life soon so just stop and push on till you can find the help you need." ~unknownauthor who's had just as hard a life as you or worse.?
I am a great listener so if you want to talk to me please do and if you're thinking about overdoses and cutting and a gun to your head please talk to me I don't want to see anyone else go through what my friends and I have.
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.
FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying ''Dang we really messed up, but that sure was fun!''
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say ''I'M HOME!''
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.
FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.
REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what's wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better!
FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours.
REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out.
FAKE FRIENDS: Tell you they are your friend and say they will help you
REAL FRIENDS: Show you they are your friend and help you no matter what
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will re-post it
Has drank any alcohol (x)
Smoked ( )
Drank beer (x)
Felt like dying (x)
Cried to sleep (x)
Hated someone (x)
Loved someone (x)
Went to jail ( )
Made someone laugh (x)
Made someone cry (x)
Is straight ()
Is lesbian ( )
Is bisexual (x)
Is unsure ( )
Hates hugs ( )
Likes hugs (x)
Been to hospital (x)
Had a crush (x)
Had someone have a crush on you (x)
Has cut (x)
Likes to cut (x)
Has never cut ( )
Bullies ( )
Been out of the country ()
Been out of the state (x)
Knows another language (x)
Loves animals (x)
Has been betrayed (x)
TRUE LOVE Girl: Do you like me?
Girl: Do you want me?
Girl: If I left would you cry?
Girl: Would you live for me?
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Girl: Which would you pick, me or your life?
Boy: My life.
Hearing this, the girl turns and starts running away with tears. The boy chases after her and stops her.
Boy: You don?t cross my mind because you are always on my mind. I don?t like you because I love you. I don?t want you because I need you. If you left I would die, not cry. I wouldn't live for you because I would die for you. I wouldn't do anything for you because I would do everything for you. But I would still pick my life because you are my life.
you kidnapped me, What will you do???
1) rape me
2) kill me
3) let me go
4) tie me down
5) tea party
6) make out
7) video games
9) never let me go
11) Hold Me there Forever
13) Watch anime. (as suggested)
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You?ve had yet another horrible day. You?re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you? ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don?t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you?re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She?s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that ?Mommy is crying and you won?t wake up.? Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what?s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there?s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they?ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can?t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. They can?t handle it. They break down and start crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They?re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? They?re in shock. They can?t believe it. They knew what you were going through, but they never thought it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it. They can?t cry, they can?t feel anything. They stand up, walk out of the classroom, and just sink to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It?s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that person with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone?s crying, your little brother still doesn?t know you killed yourself, he?s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sibling, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn?t stop for days. It?s two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex doesnt know how to love anymore and just sleeps around . Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didnt succeed like you did, but she tried. your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don?t just effect you. They effect everyone. Don?t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can?t get better if you give up. I?m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we ive NEVER talked before, Im here for you. Copy and paste this on your profile to show people there are people out there that care
If you read my whole profile thank you.