Lexan's Profile

I have been on and off this site for a while now under the usernames of Exinane, LuxDomnei, Kavrozeus, and Pallorius, but as of late I have found myself wondering just who I am (not an easy question to answer I feel). What I have found is that people define themselves be it magically, psychologically, or otherwise in accordance to the person they need themselves to be in order to feel like they understand themselves and can find peace in that understanding. I will not judge you for whatever you believe yourself to be, I sometimes wonder what I am (beyond this vessel of a flesh, blood, and bone that I call a human body). I am tired of people turning every day on here into an ego war when this is supposed to be a place where people can just be themselves. Ultimately, I feel like I have returned after all this time because there is a side to my life I cannot rightfully discuss anywhere else. As for my spiritual path I am as eclectic as ever, from Gnosticism, Hermeticism, Chaos Magic, along with Astral Projection(eventually), Lucid Dreaming (eventually), Runic talismans (in development), and the Enochian System of Thelema. I may not be on here all the time since I also need to find a job soon so that might also limit my time. I have much to share while I am here, and it is possible that this network might also keep me sane when I start work. I am quite friendly with the Left and Right Handed Paths, the dark and the light intrigue me and fill me with wonder and questions about my own existence that I deem important to this overall process that we call Magick. I am an overall friendly guy, I can be out there sometimes since this is not a clear path that I am following, and there may be times when I stumble and face plant, but ultimately I am just here to network with other practitioners and help develop and share the tools of the trade.