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EliMcCarren
Name: EliMcCarren
Location: California, USA
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Sun, 23 Nov 2014
Membership: Member


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I am very new, guidance is welcome. My mother has always told me that we "have witches in our bloodline" so she tried to shield all things magical from me. Even the cartoons Carebears and Smurfs, and that is just the tip of the iceberg. She homeschooled me so I wouldn't learn of the fables of witches, Although now I have a great appreciation for my homeschooling because from morning until evening I played in the trees, explored and collected flowers, rocks, rainwater... It's like I knew I needed to to but didn't know why. My mom became a Christian pastor and despite all her means and processes of protection, yet I am still here today. Wandering in the darkness trying to find my path as a... Pagan? a Witch? If the literal meaning of Pagan is "Hick from the Sticks" I guess you could call me that anyways :) I live in-between Sacramento and South Lake Tahoe in beautiful California. I do not feel like I have the right understanding of the Craft to preform spells responsibly yet. I did one one time when I was much younger and had great results-not great like awesome-but great like VERY effective. I feel with spells comes responsibly. I wouldn't put my 7 year old son behind the wheel of the car and expect him to be safe and get the proper results. I have been called a "Natural born witch" I have no idea what that means, or if it means anything but I feel a great sense of responsibility to do good, not be selfish and never use magick to harm anyone. I just need guidance, I'm very new to accepting this and I hope I am not too far off in how I am feeling or embarrassing myself here. Please feel free to write me. Thank you.