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Name: xXILoveYouXx
Birthday: Mar 19
Location: Double-Daring You To Read My Bio...All Of It.
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Sat, 05 Jul 2014

Membership: Member

Personal Bio
Greetings, my fellow friend,

It's my pleasure to meet you, call me Ellie if you prefer ,^_^, and I'm a learning Practitioner of

Magic(k) who is ready to help, listen, and talk to you,

so do feel welcome :D In addition, please respect this: Even though I

welcome everyone to freely message me, inappropriate behavior, such as

flirting and asking for personal information will be ignored and/or blocked.

I have come to this website for the purposes of learning, growing, and helping,

meaning that anything that are out of these boundaries will not be appreciated.

Thank you.

My chakras XD :

Root: open (19%)

Sacral: under-active (0%)

Navel: open (12%)

Heart: over-active (88%)

Throat: open (44%)

Third Eye: open (19%)

Crown: under-active (-6%)

The kinds of Magick I practice...if you're wondering:

-"White" magic





-Energy Manipulation...sometimes xD









-Every being deserves the same love, kindness, and respect as much as everyone else.

-Bullying is not cool.

-Freedom and appreciation is important.

-Everyone is the same, no matter what or who you are.

-Love and Peace is what keeps the world go round.

Anyways, these are only my beliefs, whether you agree or disagree with them,

I appreciate your decision. ^3^

Facts About Me:

It might seem a little strange that you are actually interested in reading about me,

but goes nothing (*Cough* Stalker *Cough*)

*I am more professional than laid-back.

*I tend to use "big words" because that is who I am.

*I am a teeny bit geeky.

No more :3 Too bad, so sad. XD.

Well then...

Be unique

Be awesome

Be intelligent

Be curious

Be loved

Be beautiful

Be YOU !



Wanna kill yourself ? One day after school, had yet another horrible

day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the

door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over

and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the

very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all.

Laying down, holding the letter to your chest,

you close your eyes for

the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on

your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he

walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're

asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you

up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand

and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your

name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that Mommy is

crying and sissy won't wake up. Your dad runs to your room. He looks

at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to

your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He

screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his

knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit

there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an

announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It

takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes

silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too

hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things

they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you

names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how

beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told

everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks

down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends?

They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything

was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late

. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She what

you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad?

Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything.

She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the

floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days

later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that

girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was

always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk

about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot.

Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed

yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts

him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be

there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire

service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the

ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for

days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a

counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their

job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used

to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love

anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into

depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't

succeed like you did, but she tried? your brother? He finally found

out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he

does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your

parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to

distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with

depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not

think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect

everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things

can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that

needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked

before, I'm here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show

people there are people out there that care.





Rich or Poor, I don't care! I still love you!

Orientation is different, I don't care! I still love you!

Race is different! I don't care! I still love you!

You're Different, I don't care, individuality is awesome!

You're emo, I don't care, everyone is different and extraordinary!

You're weird, wacky, crazy, I don't care, cause you're like me!

You're alone, I don't care I'll be there for you!

You're injured, I don't care, I'll heal your pain!

You are you, beautiful and unique. :3

Be blessed.


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