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Name: MusicMyLife
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Gender: Female
Last Seen: Thu, 27 Mar 2014

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I Like to do spells !Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. Youre just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up. Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn?t know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go intodepression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried?your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, I'm here for y0u!!!!. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that CaRe!!!! 1 of every 10 people born is gay. That means ! of every 10 people is instantly put down. Given bad labels,left alone,put in a minority and so much more...all for something they didn't ask for. Many gay teen are comiting suicide as a way of escaping. If you want to tell them life will get better and you respect them for who they are,put this on your profile,most of you wont,but let's see the 5% of you who will.

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food

REAL FRIENDS: Are the reasons you have no food

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr./Mrs.

REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents Dad/Mom

FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong

REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying "Dang,we really messed up,but that was sure fun!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry

REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Barrow your stuff for a few days then give it back

REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you

REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you,with direct quotes from you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing

REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the crowds butt that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door

REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile

REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are to busy to listen to your problems,but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world

REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what's wrong,but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better

FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night,or even just hang out at odd hours

REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you until you either fall asleep or kick them out

FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this

REAL FRIENDS: Will re-post this

I don't care if you're gay or straight,everybody needs love. I don't care if you're diseased with an incurable sickness,everybody deserves a chance. I don't care if you're ugly or pretty,everybody has flaws. I don't care if you're black or white,everybody has the same capabilities. I don't care if you're weird,everybody needs to change. I don't care if you're rich or poor,everybody needs warmth. I don't care if you're different,everybody is. Re-post this if you agree with it.

The girl you just called fat? She's overdosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped? He is abused enough at home. See that man with the ugly scars? He fought for his country. That boy you just made fun of for crying? His mother is dying. Put this as your status if you're against bullying. I bet 95 % of you wont re-post

Cna yuo raed tihs??? Olny 55% of plepoe can. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! fi yuo cna raed tihs, palce it in yuor porfile

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