I am reuniteing with my calling. It has been a long time since I have actually practiced magic, but seems to always call me back somehow. I am reading Tarot again, also, something I have had to ALMOST PHISICALY AVOID , as need arises I find I must return back to whats in my nature and has been in my family for generations. There are forces in play I must be prepared to understand and fight.
I have a wisdom beyond my years. Even as a child, my understanding of life was considerable, though it likely went unrecognized by others. I was a born peacemaker.I am driven by a desire to settle conflicts and create harmony. I am a healer and a visionary, though not really in tuned with those gifts yet,I am hungry to tap into my full potintial. I long to make the world a better place, and cannot rest,it seems, until I have dedicated my life to some worthwhile cause. my realm is ideas and philosophy.I am attracted to the world of energy more than to the mechanical or material planes. Philosophy, religion, and less traditional forms of healing are among my specialties.I am obsessed with the quest for enlightenment. I am extremely sensitive and possess a high degree of intuition. Subtle messages and feelings of others do not escape MY attention. I am powerfully aware of the thoughts and feelings of others. Unless I am well grounded, this can throw me about emotionally.My awareness can be both a gift as well as a problem, because I so deeply desire to please others and keep harmony in my environment. seems I was born into an extremely hostile or turbulent family. This often resulted in psychological pain, lack of confidence, and shyness during childhood. Somehow, the child with my heart's desire recognized the sources of my family's problem. This created an internal conflict for me, the child, who naturally loved the troubled parent, but could not cope with that parent's behavior. Therefore, I was scarred early in life. I understand the sufferings of others and seek to be of service in some way. This is, in fact, the easiest way 4 ME you to heal MYself and find my greatest satisfaction. I understand the importance of close, loving relationships. Therefore, Im going to be more selective in choosing my friends and spouse. I am a romantic, idealistic, but somewhat impractical person. Thankfuly I have other balancing characteristics (as indicated by 1s, 4s, and 8s in my number chart), it is wise for me to team up with a more practical and realistic partner. I have a magnetic and charismatic personality. I like pondering abstract matters. My intelligence is electric. Ideas, solutions to problems, and inventions seem to come to me as if out of the blue. I AM highly charged and intense. This can cause nervous tension. I need to care for MY nervous system with ample amounts of rest, a peaceful environment, and proper diet -- avoiding extreme foods and drugs. I am often more concerned with universal justice than with the individual.